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Apple Pie Playground with Valerie

From Quantum Darkness to the Light

There's only one remedy to rid us of the dark, as a matter of quantum physics. Doubting that darkness has its own mechanics? Let's talk.

Shining Through the Darkness: Certainty, Source Consciousness, and the Spiritual Battle for Human Freedom

Certainty as an Inner Compass
Valerie opens by reflecting on what she would most regret leaving unsaid and urges listeners to cultivate inner certainty during unstable times. She recommends meditation centered on trusting the heart, relying on divine timing, and affirming that all is well. Rather than waiting for encouragement from others, she frames life as an experience of mirrors and asks listeners to develop self-assurance, quiet reflection, and self-care.

Manna in the Air and a Rejuvenating Earth
Drawing on the biblical image of manna from heaven, Valerie describes healing energies entering the atmosphere and interprets unusual seasonal growth, humidity, and natural renewal as signs of planetary restoration. She acknowledges dangerous weather and urges listeners to remain safe, while also inviting them to notice beauty in the natural world and to experience the air itself as replenishing and restorative.

A Spiritual Interpretation of Quantum Darkness
The central teaching presents darkness not merely as a moral category but as an energetic disruption of light, vibration, resonance, and consciousness. Valerie connects these ideas to particle waves, electromagnetic fields, the human nervous system, toroidal energy, low-vibration states, and moments of heightened creativity. She repeatedly describes these scientific and metaphysical ideas as part of a larger effort to understand how consciousness can be diminished or restored.

Humanity as Sacred Creative Light
Valerie argues that the human spirit is already perfect, divinely sourced, and inherently creative rather than sinful or defective. She rejects teachings that blame people for suffering or portray spiritual life as the correction of a flawed essence. In her account, shame, trauma, and separation arise from a dark design that seeks to capture human creative energy, while the proper response is to reclaim one’s connection to Source and consciously choose light.

The Battle for Freedom and a Renewed World
The episode expands into a spiritual-war narrative involving dark entities, manipulated systems, damaged cities, ecological decline, lost sacred geometry, and forces that allegedly exploit human life energy. Valerie imagines healthier communities shaped by harmony, beauty, healing architecture, and higher consciousness. She calls for resistance to systems that no longer serve humanity and emphasizes daily acts of clarity, kindness, balance, breathing, and perseverance as ways to raise collective vibration.

A Message of Endurance and Hope
Near the conclusion, Valerie reads a message titled “We Are With You,” attributed within the episode to the White Hats. The message tells weary listeners that unseen protectors recognize their struggles, that delays should not be mistaken for defeat, and that a major change called “Day X” is approaching. Valerie closes by explaining that she wanted this episode to contain what she would most want listeners to remember: that they are the light of the world, that their inner connection is trustworthy, and that their perseverance matters.

Project Review With Q n A with Aero, Sheila and Shane

Title: The New Earth Project

Creating the New Earth: From Limiting Programming to Heart-Led Possibility

Summary

A Project Rooted in Awakening

Aero opens with a prerecorded message about awakening, remembrance, healing, and the creation of a new world. She describes the program as a review of the New Earth Project and frames her identity through the language of frequency, spiritual connection, and her relationship to Q. She also thanks Shela, the production manager, BBS Radio's technical team, and the listeners whose subscriptions and donations support the show.

Connection Beyond the Machine

Aero introduces Shane by reflecting on The Matrix and the idea that systems and machines cannot compete with a genuine connection between two hearts. Shane agrees that unity, love, forgiveness, and collaboration help people grow. Both speakers encourage listeners to overcome hesitation, follow their intuition, call into the program, and share experiences that may help others.

Creation Through Awareness and Gratitude

Shane explains his view that people are always creating, whether consciously or unconsciously. He advises listeners to begin with small, noticeable experiences, connect with Source, and respond with gratitude when meaningful coincidences or opportunities appear. In his framework, attention, emotional state, authenticity, and appreciation help a person become more conscious of how experiences take shape.

Moving from Mental Limits to the Heart

Aero describes considering a larger, more luxurious motorhome and noticing how old mental programming immediately told her that it was too large, too beautiful, or incompatible with her lifestyle. By observing those thoughts rather than accepting them, she says she became able to imagine a different future. Shela adds that personality and lifestyle are not fixed identities, while Shane emphasizes aligning the heart and mind without fear.

Everyday Encounters as Creative Practice

The speakers use practical stories to illustrate their ideas. Aero recounts a restaurant encounter with a woman seeking companionship and assistance for her mother, interpreting the conversation as an opportunity for the woman to state clearly what she wanted. Other examples include noticing particular vehicle colors, receiving new pajama bottoms after recognizing a need, connecting with roofing customers, and allowing a desired vehicle or humanitarian project to unfold without rigid expectations.

Releasing Control and Choosing the Desired Vision

The discussion closes with the importance of surrendering control, emotional awareness, and focusing on the desired outcome rather than repeatedly energizing the problem. Aero sings a short passage from “I Release Control” and offers a written exercise: place unwanted conditions on one side of a page and heartfelt desires on the other, release attention from the unwanted list, and envision what is genuinely desired. Her example of picturing her cat fully furred becomes the final illustration of directing attention toward the preferred reality.

LaGrave Live

LIVE Morning Worship Service 07-12-2026

Hearing Abel, Raising Cain

About The Service:
We welcome Rev. Scott Hoezee, Director of the Center for Excellence in Preaching at Calvin Seminary, to our pulpit, and we will celebrate the Lord's Supper together. Rev. Hoezee's sermon will be "Hearing Abel, Raising Cain" from Genesis 4:1-16.

Order of Worship:
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We are a traditional CRC church in the middle of Downtown Grand Rapids, MI, worshipping at 8:40am, 11:00am, and 6:00pm. (10:00am and 6:00pm during the summer months)

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The Better Word: From Cain's Restlessness to Christ's Peace

Summary

A Worship Service Grounded in Forgiveness

The service opens with confession and assurance drawn from Psalm 32, emphasizing that acknowledged sin is met by God's forgiveness. Congregational prayer then holds together personal illness, grief, birthdays, church ministries, missionary work, denominational renewal, international suffering, and the hope that God's love and faithfulness extend beyond every human need.

No Red Card with God

The children's message uses soccer's yellow and red cards to explain conviction, confession, and grace. A yellow card becomes an image for the Holy Spirit's warning when someone lies or harms another person. Unlike a referee who permanently removes a player, God does not cast repentant people out of his family; confession is met with forgiveness.

Reading Cain and Abel Beyond the Simplest Version

The sermon turns to Genesis 4 and challenges children's-Bible summaries that portray Cain as obviously evil from birth and Abel as obviously righteous. The preacher observes that the text gives little explanation for God's different responses to the offerings, making room for a more careful reading of Cain's anger, God's warning, and the tragedy that follows.

The Cry of Innocent Blood

After Cain kills Abel, Abel's blood becomes the Bible's first voice of an innocent victim crying from the ground. The sermon connects that cry with continuing violence throughout human history. Cain's punishment uproots him from the soil and makes him a restless wanderer, yet God still marks and protects him, interrupting the cycle of retaliatory death.

A Better Word Spoken by Christ

Hebrews 12 provides the sermon's central theological claim: Jesus' blood speaks a better word than Abel's blood. Abel's blood names injustice and death, while Christ's blood speaks grace, life, resurrection, and reconciliation. Jesus represents both victims and perpetrators, revealing God's insistence on life even where human beings repeatedly choose violence.

Communion as Reconciliation and Homecoming

The closing illustration from Places in the Heart imagines victims, perpetrators, the dead, the marginalized, and the guilty sharing communion and exchanging the peace of God. The service then moves directly to the Lord's Table, where bread and cup proclaim that Christ brings restless wanderers home, creates shalom, and offers forgiveness and rest to wounded hearts.

New Realities with Alan Steinfeld

Disclosure, Consciousness, and the Hidden Architecture of the UFO Secret
Guest, Ross Coulthart, UAP Journalist

Ross Coulthart and the Story Journalism Avoided

In this episode of New Realities, host Alan Steinfeld welcomes investigative journalist Ross Coulthart for a wide-ranging conversation about UFOs, UAP disclosure, alleged classified programs, consciousness, and the cultural resistance surrounding the subject. Coulthart explains that he originally approached UFO reporting with skepticism, expecting to disprove the phenomenon as misidentified aerospace technology, but says conversations with senior officials led him to reverse his position and conclude that the public has been misled.

David Grusch, Media Failure, and the Disclosure Inflection Point

Alan frames Coulthart’s interview with David Grusch as a major turning point in UFO history, alongside Roswell and the 2017 New York Times reporting. Coulthart resists being personally elevated but strongly criticizes mainstream journalism for what he sees as neglect, ridicule, and failure to investigate. He argues that major outlets and the White House press corps have treated the subject with nervous laughter rather than seriousness, despite Grusch’s status and testimony. The discussion also includes criticism of media “hit pieces” and the possibility that intelligence-linked narratives are shaping public perception.

Controlled Disclosure, the Legacy Program, and the National Security State

A major part of the interview centers on what Coulthart calls the legacy program, which he describes as the hidden structure behind alleged recovered craft and reverse-engineering efforts. He suggests that the 2014–2015 period may have involved an attempt at controlled disclosure, including briefings connected to Tom DeLonge and To the Stars Academy. Coulthart argues that the national security state may have tried to manage disclosure while limiting how much the public learned about recovered technology, private aerospace involvement, and alleged reverse-engineering successes.

Secrecy, Executive Power, and Alleged Crimes

Coulthart and Alan discuss whether secrecy around the phenomenon is justified by national security or whether it has become self-protecting and corrosive. Coulthart raises concerns about alleged illegal activity, including claims of deaths, private aerospace power, JSOC involvement, underground facilities, and programs hidden from Congress or presidents. He favors a truth-and-reconciliation-style process for many involved in secrecy, while distinguishing that alleged murders or capital crimes should still be investigated. The conversation repeatedly returns to constitutional accountability, presidential authority, and whether Congress has the power or will to force disclosure.

Agreements, Abductions, and the Mystery of the Phenomenon Itself

The discussion moves beyond government secrecy into the larger question of what the phenomenon may be doing and why it is here. Coulthart points to David Grusch’s reference to “agreements” as especially significant and speculates, while acknowledging uncertainty, about possible arrangements between governments and non-human intelligences. Alan brings up claims around Eisenhower, Holloman Air Force Base, alien abductions, and John Mack’s research, while Coulthart says he has become more open to abduction testimony after hearing many firsthand accounts. Both speakers treat the phenomenon as broader than hardware alone.

Consciousness, Love, Blue Beings, and a New Reality Model

One of the episode’s most important turns is toward consciousness. Coulthart says people connected to alleged legacy programs often become less focused on alien hardware and more focused on consciousness. The conversation touches on quantum physics, nonlocal awareness, psychic phenomena, remote viewing, autistic nonverbal communication research, and the possibility that matter may arise from consciousness rather than consciousness emerging from matter. Coulthart also discusses repeated accounts of “blue beings” and “downloads,” saying he received numerous independent reports from people describing similar experiences.

Jake Barber, Catastrophic Disclosure, and What Comes Next

The interview closes by returning to whistleblowers, especially Jake Barber, whom Coulthart describes as a firsthand witness connected to alleged retrieval operations. Coulthart says Barber and others have risked much by coming forward and criticizes both mainstream media and parts of the UFO community for attacking witnesses rather than following the implications of their claims. He suggests catastrophic disclosure may come from insiders trying to get ahead of the story, while Alan continues pressing for hope, public action, and a consciousness shift. The episode ends with the sense that disclosure may not only reveal hidden technology, but also force a transformation in how humanity understands reality itself.

Popp Talk with Mary Jane Popp

Hidden Symbols, Global Risks, and the Search for Truth
Guests, Julia Bramer and Jon Mills

Mysticism Behind Sylvia Plath’s Work

Mary Jane Popp opens the program by introducing a wide-ranging episode focused on tarot, mysticism, and the future of civilization. Her first guest, Julia Bramer, discusses years of archival research into Sylvia Plath’s writings and personal materials, arguing that Plath’s poetry contains substantial evidence of occult and mystical influences. Bramer says Plath explored practices such as tarot, astrology, automatic writing, crystal gazing, bibliomancy, and the Ouija board.

A Poet Beyond the Familiar Tragedy

Bramer challenges the public tendency to define Sylvia Plath primarily through The Bell Jar, mental illness, and her death. She describes Plath as a complex poet shaped by family interests in mythology, alchemy, Freemasonry, and mysticism, with Ted Hughes later expanding those influences. Bramer also discusses Plath’s emotional fragility, previous suicide attempts, troubled marriage, and alleged ritualistic efforts to retaliate against Hughes, while presenting these interpretations as conclusions drawn from archival research and literary analysis.

How Tarot Becomes a Language of Symbols

The conversation turns to tarot history and practice. Bramer explains that the earliest surviving decks date to medieval Europe and describes the traditional belief that symbolic knowledge from Kabbalah, astrology, alchemy, and numerology was concealed within cards. She says tarot readings depend on the placement, orientation, and interaction of 78 cards, and compares the process to dream interpretation because the reader offers symbols while the client connects them to personal circumstances.

Transformation Rather Than Prediction

Bramer emphasizes that tarot should provide guidance rather than fixed predictions. She explains that the frequently feared death card usually represents transformation, including marriage, graduation, childbirth, or another event that permanently changes a person’s life. A reversed death card may instead suggest feeling stuck or unable to complete a desired transition. She also discusses her books Tarot Life Lessons and The Occult Sylvia Plath, which combine real client stories, personal reflections, and literary research.

Civilization at a Dangerous Crossroads

In the second major interview, psychoanalyst and philosopher Jon Mills discusses his book The End of the World: Civilization and Its Fate. Mills says he is concerned about the combined effects of climate disruption, warfare, nuclear weapons, artificial intelligence, social inequality, and political instability. He clarifies that he is not predicting the planet’s immediate destruction, but warns that continued denial and inaction could contribute to severe social collapse.

Aggression, Division, and the Need for Enemies

Mills argues that human beings possess both aggressive and cooperative tendencies. He describes the search for enemies and scapegoats as part of human psychology and defines evil, for the discussion, as the deliberate infliction of pain and suffering. Popp and Mills examine political polarization, social-media disinformation, tribal thinking, and the inability to hold civil conversations with people who have different values or identities.

Conversation as the First Step Forward

The episode closes with Mills urging people to become more self-aware, confront uncomfortable realities, listen to opposing perspectives, and resist denial or defensiveness. He says open dialogue is essential for building a wider ecological and social consciousness. Popp summarizes the message as a call to keep working toward positive change rather than surrendering to hopelessness, fear, or division.