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Apple Pie Playground with Valerie

Title: Spirits Don't Ask Why, Why Do You?

One question is the fast-track to limiting beliefs. Know what it is? Let's talk!

The Sovereignty of Spirit: Transcending Beliefs through the "I AM"

Apple Pie Playground: Spirits Don't Ask Why

A journey of spiritual evolution, liberating the inner child from the "Why" trap.

Episode: 2026-03-22

The Core Philosophy

"The word 'Why' is the spark that inflames a belief. It presupposes that we don't have knowing, giving our power away to external authorities."

Beliefs vs. Universal Truth

Beliefs as Bandages: The ego creates beliefs to fill gaps in knowing, acting as "operant conditioning" for the human brain to feel safe.

The Nihilism Trap: Constant "Why" questions without answers lead to a "black-pilled" state of numbness and perceived absurdity.

The "I AM" State: Spirit operates on self-evident truth. The only answer needed is: "It's who I am, it's what I do."

Key Takeaways

#InnerChild #EquinoxAlignment #SpiritualSovereignty #Meditation

Actionable Step:Retreat from front-page news. Focus on inner work as a "golden elixir" for the collective energy field.

Metaphorical Tool:Using "Puff the Magic Dragon" to access the subconscious and find where we left our "magic" behind.

HOST

Valerie

BBS Radio Network

Reading Time: ~8 mins | Topic: Spiritual Psychology

"Knock and the door shall be opened"

Introduction

In this session of Apple Pie Playground, host Valerie explores the profound liberation of the spirit from the constraints of the ego-driven mind. By examining the nature of duality, the pitfalls of external belief systems, and the transformative power of the "I AM" presence, the discussion provides a roadmap for moving from intellectual frustration to inner knowing.



Detailed Key Points

1. The Conflict of Duality and the Fragility of Beliefs

Human existence is inherently paradoxical, characterized by a duality, where competing ideas and opposing perceptions coexist within a single physical container. Frustration often serves as a "dead giveaway" that our internal aspects are not aligned, signaling that a core belief is being contradicted. Unlike the spirit, which is guided by a singular, self-evident truth, the ego relies on belief systems to make sense of a messy reality. These beliefs are not durable; they act as "bandages" for conflicting information and require constant reinforcement from social, religious, and institutional structures to maintain a sense of safety and identity.

Ego vs. Spirit: The Cognitive Divide

The Ego Mind

Uses Beliefs as bandages

Seeks external validation

Asks "Why?" to find safety

Driven by habituation

The Divine Spirit

Guided by Universal Truth

Relies on Inner Knowing

Exists in the "I AM"

Operates via intuition

2. The "Why" Trap and the Path to Nihilism

Asking "Why" is described as a "spark that inflames a belief," presupposing that we lack the answer and must seek it from an external authority. This exchange—giving away our "knowing" to teachers, leaders, or institutions—often leads to a state of dispossession. When external answers fail to satisfy, individuals may fall into nihilism or become "black-pilled," viewing life as an absurd, meaningless experience. This occurs because the mind attempts to fill the silence of the unknown with limiting beliefs rather than sitting in the receptive state of the spirit.

3. Reclaiming Sovereignty through the "I AM"

The spirit does not ask "Why" because truth is self-evident. The ultimate answer to any inquiry of purpose is the "I AM"—the realization that "it is who I am and what I do." This concept, echoed in the teachings of Christ and ancient descriptions of Source, bypasses the cycle of justification and suffering. By shifting from "outside-in" learning (seeking evidence) to "inside-out" learning (contemplation and direct experience), individuals can integrate knowing into their lives and reclaim their sovereignty as beings of light energy.

The Ultimate Realization

"I AM what I AM"

"The answer to our why questions is: Because that's who I am, that's what I do. This allows us to release, accept, and strengthen our direct connection to inner knowing."



4. The Subconscious as a Conduit for Healing

To reconnect with this inner truth, one must engage the "inner child" and the subconscious mind. Metaphors, poetry, and music (such as the story of Puff the Magic Dragon) serve as bridges to the ethereal realm, bypassing the analytical brain. Meditation is redefined not as "going somewhere," but as a purposeful state of reception, allowing the spirit to deliver messages that the thinking brain cannot perceive.



To-Do / Next Steps

Retreat from the world's news and front-page narratives to focus on personal alignment.

Practice "inside-out" learning by going within to contemplate an understanding before seeking external validation.

Replace the question "Why?" with "What can I know from this?" to avoid circular arguments of suffering.

Contemplate the metaphor of the "cave" and the "dragon" this week to identify when and why you may have left your inner magic behind.

Engage in daily meditation as a state of "receiving" rather than "channeling" or "thinking."

Conclusion

The journey back to the "divine inner child" requires a courageous abandonment of the ego's need for "because" answers. By embracing the self-evident nature of the spirit and the power of the "I AM," we move from the absurdity of a meaningless world into the clarity of universal truth. As "cosmic docents," our role is to anchor these ascending energies, offering compassion to others while remaining firmly rooted in our own internal knowing.

Project Review with Q n A

Empowering the Creator Within: A Transition to Heart-Guided Living

Project Review: Empowering the Creator Within

A dialogue on spiritual transition, frequency shedding, and the "Unstoppable Love" of Source.

MARCH 22, 2026

The Transition Strategy

Host Aero announces a shift from mind-based planning to heart-guided creating. The show is evolving into a "Safe Table" for collaboration, moving beyond the "Sandbox" of limited 3D reality.

KEY CONCEPT: "THE OFFICE"

"An internal sanctuary where 12 Source frequencies (including Q and RA) reside to provide instant clarity and 'Aha' moments."

The Roadmap to Ascension

✔Shedding the Old: Releasing emotional baggage and traumas to become a "clean vessel."

✔Unstoppable Love: Connection without attachment, expectation, or 3D limitations.

✔Frequency Matching: Understanding that relationships (Twinkies/Twin Flames) evolve as vibrations rise.

Featured Voices

Aero (Host) Shane (Guest) Robyn (Caller)

The "Silver Platter"

Q's core message: "Stop participating in anything that you don't prefer of your highest excitement. Just give it to me."

Actionable Tools

• Commands: Use specific intentions to play with the ether.

• Somatic Dance: Move energy physically to break mental blocks.

• Presence: Seeking "Aha" moments in the now, not just after sleep.

#Ascension #Synchronicities #SourceEnergy

⏱ 57 min listen • 100% Healed Vessel

This session marks a pivotal transition for the "Project Review" show, moving toward a more authentic, heart-centered approach to spiritual growth and collective support. Hosts Arrow and Shane explore the mechanics of frequency, the power of internal guidance, and the necessity of shedding old identities to embrace one's true self. The dialogue emphasizes that the ascension process is not about reaching a destination, but about maintaining presence and surrendering to the flow of Source.

Detailed Summary

The Evolution of the "Safe Table" and Show Transition
Arrow announces a significant shift in the show's direction, moving from the foundational teachings of "Q" to a more personal, authentic expression of spiritual creation. This transition is described as "shedding the old" to become the "new you," moving away from mind-based planning toward heart-guided creating. Central to this new phase is the concept of the "Safe Table"—a collaborative space for live conversation defined by a lack of judgment, deep listening, and the recognition of all spirits as equal and valuable.

The Three Pillars of the Safe Table

⚖️

No Judgment

A space where all experiences are accepted without criticism.

👂

Deep Listening

Fully hearing the spirit behind the words spoken.

✨

Spiritual Equality

Recognizing every participant as an equal spark of Source.

Internal Guidance and "The Office"
Aero introduces the concept of "the office," an internal sanctuary where she interacts with her "team" of twelve source frequencies. She recounts a powerful synchronicity where, while struggling to find answers externally, the song "Call Me" by Blondie played unexpectedly, which she interpreted as Source demanding her attention. This experience highlighted the importance of being fully present to receive "aha" moments in real-time rather than waiting for clarity after the fact. The discussion underscores that while unity and external support are important, one must avoid "false dependency" on others, as the ultimate answers always reside within.

Relationships, Frequency, and "Twinkies"
Shane provides a unique perspective on "twin flames," colloquially referred to as "Twinkies." He suggests that these connections are often energetic matches of a specific frequency at a point in time. As an individual ascends and their frequency rises, they may outgrow certain relationships that remain stagnant. This is not viewed as a failure, but as a natural part of the journey. He encourages loving others without attachment, recognizing that every person encountered is a "divine breadcrumb" or a "golden nugget" intended to assist in one's evolution.

The Frequency of Experience

"Everything is energetics and frequency."

Shedding: Releasing lower frequencies to make room for the "new you."

Synchronicities: "Kisses from Source" that confirm you are on the right path.

Commands: Using your word and intention to manifest energetic exchanges.

Creative Expression as a Tool for Ascension
The conversation concludes with a focus on the importance of "moving energy" through creative acts that may not logically make sense in a 3D reality. Guest caller Robin shares her inspiration to transform her living room into a studio for dance and hula-hooping. The hosts agree that singing and dancing are vital tools for shifting frequency and breaking through emotional blockages. By stepping "outside the box" and engaging in activities that feel good in the body, individuals can reach new levels of resilience and joy.

Key Data

Current Startup Fund Balance: Over $40.

Current Funding Gap: $20 short for the day's requirements.

Internal Team Structure: Aero works with a team of 12 source frequencies.

To-Do / Next Steps

BBS Radio Show Page Update: The new show page and direction must be finalized and submitted to BBS Radio by next Sunday.

Call-In Format: Future shows will be structured to wrap up information in the first half and open phone lines for callers in the second half.

Robyn’s Studio Project: Robyn plans to sell her couch to clear space in her living room for a creative dance and exercise studio.

Emotional Healing Practice: Listeners are encouraged to practice "going within" and "stopping thinking" to facilitate emotional healing and manifest higher frequencies.

Conclusion

The dialogue serves as a reminder that the path of ascension requires patience, persistence, and the courage to be authentic. By viewing "failures" as steppingstones and perceived "darkness" as merely lower frequency, the individual can maintain a state of gratitude. Ultimately, the transition to heart-guided living is about surrendering control to the flow of love and recognizing the luminous power of one's own awareness.

LaGrave Live

LIVE Morning Worship Service 03-22-2026

Cross Words: Taking Up the Cross

About The concert:
We continue our Cross Words series, focusing on the meaning and impact of Christ's cross. Pastor Jonker will preach on Mark 8:31-9:1.

Order of Worship:
https://lagrave.org/wp-content/uploads/2026-3-22-AM-Order-of-Worship.pdf

About the Church:
We are a traditional CRC church in the middle of Downtown Grand Rapids, MI, worshipping at 8:40am, 11:00am, and 6:00pm. (10:00am and 6:00pm during the summer months)

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The March special offering is for Mel Trotter Ministries. Mel Trotter Ministries provides shelter for individuals and families with services including: meals, emergency shelter, transitional housing assistance, case management.

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Taking Up the Cross: A Lenten Journey into Sacrificial Power

Taking Up the Cross: The Revolutionary Path

Lenten Series: Cross Words | LaGrave Avenue Church (March 22, 2026)

Fifth Sunday in Lent

Theological Core: Matthew 16:21-28

"Get behind me, Satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns."

Roman Power (The World)

Pure strength & domination

Boasting in casualties (Caesar)

"Iron laws of force"

Cross Power (The Kingdom)

Sacrificial love & weakness

Absorbing pain for others

"The last shall be first"

Key Concept: Strepho

Jesus' "dynamic turn" on Peter. It wasn't a casual glance; it was a passionate rebuke of the temptation to choose success over sacrifice.

Illustrative Narratives

The Mission (1986)

Rodrigo (the gun) vs. Gabriel (the cross). True change comes through blood of the cross, not force.

Leroy Smith (2015)

A Black officer assisting a KKK marcher in the heat. Grace vs. the "bottles" of counter-protest.

Community Pulse

#SeminaryTraining #NewMembers #CaminoDeSantiago #GlobalPrayer

Speaker: Pastor Peter | Liturgist: Levi Huizinga

⏱ ~85 min Service📖 Matthew 16:21-28

This worship service at LaGrave Avenue explores the radical call of Jesus to "take up the cross," contrasting worldly domination with the transformative power of sacrificial love. Through liturgy, scripture from Matthew 16, and contemporary illustrations, the congregation is invited to move beyond human concerns toward the "dynamic turn" of Christ.

Detailed Summary

Community Welcomes and Transitions
The service marked a "homecoming" for Levi Huizinga, a pre-seminary student and former member returning to lead the liturgy as part of his training. The community also celebrated the addition of three new members representing three generations of one family: Lynn Stinson, Sarah Turnage, and Francesca Turnage. Notably, Sarah and Francesca shared their upcoming plans to walk the Camino de Santiago in Spain this June. These introductions emphasize the church as a multi-generational covenant family where members support one another’s spiritual and personal journeys.

Lenten Liturgy and the Theology of Betrayal
During this fifth Sunday in Lent, the liturgy focused on the "shape of the cross" in daily life. The prayer of confession acknowledged the human tendency to deny the necessity of suffering or to hide behind religious "busyness" rather than truly following Christ. In a message directed at children, the betrayal of Jesus by his friend Judas was used to illustrate that Jesus intimately understands emotional pain and abandonment. This teaching framed the cross not just as a physical sacrifice, but as a place where Jesus absorbed the "mean" actions of others to offer healing.

The "Dynamic Turn" (Strepho)

In Matthew 16:23, when Jesus rebukes Peter, the Greek word strepho denotes more than a simple movement. It is a passionate, dynamic spin.

Human Concerns
Success, safety, and avoiding the cross.

God's Concerns
Sacrifice, love, and the path of the cross.

The Radical Contrast of Power
The sermon centered on Matthew 16:21-28, highlighting the moment Peter moved from being the "Rock" to a "stumbling block" by rejecting Jesus’ path of suffering. The message contrasted the Roman concept of power—pure domination and the slaughter of enemies as seen in Julius Caesar’s conquests—with the revolutionary power of Jesus. While the world values "pure winning," Jesus introduced a power that absorbs pain and offers forgiveness. This "cross-shaped power" is described as the only force capable of truly changing the world, moving beyond the "pagan" temptation to solve problems through brute force.

The Choice: The Gun vs. The Cross
To illustrate the difficulty of choosing the cross, the sermon presented two models of response to evil. First, a scene from the movie The Mission contrasted a priest who took up arms (Rodrigo) with one who carried the cross into a massacre (Gabriel). Second, a real-life example from 2015 described Leroy Smith, a Black police officer, who chose to help an elderly KKK protester suffering from heat exhaustion. While counter-protestors responded with anger and bottles, Smith responded with water and grace. These stories serve as a call for modern believers to recognize that the hope for the world lies not in "the end of a gun," but in the "blood of the cross."

Models of Response to Evil

⚔️ Worldly Power: Forceful restraint, shouting, and "pagan strength" to crush enemies.

✝️ Cross Power: Absorbing pain, offering water to enemies, and sacrificial love.

"The hope for the change of the world will not come at the end of a gun, it will come through the blood of the cross."

Key Data

Scripture Reference: Matthew 16:21-28 (The rebuke of Peter and the call to discipleship).

Historical Context: Julius Caesar boasted of killing 1 million Gauls and enslaving another million to demonstrate "power."

Biblical Terminology: Strepho (Greek) – A dynamic, intense turn or spin.

To-Do / Next Steps

Community Fellowship: Join the coffee time in the multipurpose room following the service.

Congregational Care: Pray for Jim Kroll as he begins radiation for multiple myeloma.

Healing Petitions: Keep Dan Goris in prayer as he recovers from a recent stroke and surgery.

Global Intercession: Pray for those living in the "valley of the shadow of death" in Congo, Yemen, Sudan, Myanmar, Ukraine, Tel Aviv, and Tehran.

Support Missions: Remember Mike and Megan Ribbens in their ongoing ministry in South Africa.

Conclusion

The service concludes with a sobering yet hopeful reminder that following Jesus requires a "death to self" and a rejection of pagan power structures. By picking up the cross, the believer participates in the same revolutionary grace that Jesus modeled—a grace that seeks not to dominate, but to redeem through sacrifice.

As You Wish Talk Radio with James Gilliland

Guest Corey Goode, UFO/UAP Entertainment/Controlled Narrative or Real Disclosure

This dialogue between James Gilliland and Corey Goode explores the systemic corruption within the UFO/UAP community, the nature of non-human intelligence (NHI), and the spiritual "bifurcation" of humanity. They discuss the challenges of authentic contact, the influence of deceptive entities, and the urgent need for personal sovereignty and heart-centered discernment.

The Corruption of the Disclosure Movement
The conversation opens with a critique of the current state of ufology, which Gilliland describes as riddled with "shills," "posers," and a "controlled narrative." Both speakers argue that genuine experiencers are being sidelined by opportunists and "LARPers" (Live Action Role Players) who create a "carnival" atmosphere for profit. They suggest that certain conference organizers and "experts" are part of a planned opposition designed to block real disclosure and contact with benevolent beings. This environment of slander and gossip is viewed as a primary reason why humanity lacks widespread contact with technologically and spiritually advanced civilizations.

The Nature of Contact and Deception
Corey Goode shares his recent experiences, noting a shift from his previous "Blue Avian" contacts to a more intense, "biblical" form of communication involving iconography and medieval terminology. He warns that the phenomenon is often deceptive and multi-dimensional, requiring humans to translate "intelligent energy" into 3D understanding, a process prone to 30% or more misinformation due to personal bias and interference. Gilliland adds that "Team Dark"—composed of Archons, the Demiurge, and self-serving NHI—works to distract individuals from their personal connection to the Creator, often using flattery or "chosen one" narratives to manipulate them.

The "Fifth Force" and the Mind of God
Goode reveals new "downloads" regarding the physics of reality, suggesting that beyond electromagnetism, gravity, and nuclear forces, there is a "fifth force": the Mind of the Creator. This force acts as the base algorithm of a simulated reality. He claims that negative groups (the Demiurge) seek to prevent humanity from tapping into this force, which allows for the manifestation of reality and "miracles." Furthermore, he discusses the infiltration of ufology by "Luciferian" ideologies, specifically citing the "Joy of Satan Ministries" as a source of certain "love and light" narratives designed to trick seekers into adopting dark energetic resonances.

Personal Sovereignty and the Path Forward
The speakers emphasize that the "old world" consciousness is collapsing because it is not frequency-specific to the Earth's evolution. They advocate for "inner work" over external drama, warning that getting wrapped up in community gossip is a trap that prevents spiritual growth. The path forward requires "brutal honesty," loyalty to the truth, and a refusal to seek approval from the "herd consciousness." Gilliland concludes that while "Team Dark" will create chaos on its way out, those aligned with universal law will navigate the upward spiral of awakening.

The discussion serves as a stark reminder that the quest for "disclosure" is inseparable from a journey of spiritual maturity. Gilliland and Goode argue that as the "old program" of control collapses, individuals must move beyond the need for external validation and anchor themselves in the "universal law" of peace and freedom to survive the ongoing global transition.

Popp Talk with Mary Jane Popp

Norbert Heuser and Dr Herbert Harris - Navigating the Invisible: Health Risks of the Digital Age and the Laws of Success

This episode of Pop Talk features a dual-focus exploration into the hidden biological impacts of modern technology and the psychological frameworks required for personal achievement. Host Mary Jane Pop interviews health researcher Norbert Heuser on the dangers of electromagnetic radiation and Dr. Herbert Harris on mastering the "12 Universal Laws of Success." The discussion bridges the gap between physical well-being in a high-tech world and the mental discipline needed to thrive within it.

The Hidden Cost of Connectivity: EMR and 5G
Health researcher Norbert Heuser argues that the primary driver behind rising cancer rates is the "all-knowing cell phone" and the electromagnetic radiation (EMR) it emits. He notes that while the World Health Organization predicts a 77% increase in cancer rates, the role of EMR—specifically from cell phones and WiFi—is often overlooked by mainstream media due to the significant financial interests of the technology and advertising industries. Heuser claims that 5G technology, which he describes as having origins in military weaponry from the 1960s, is being rolled out not just for speed, but as a tool for massive data collection and societal control, including the monitoring of digital currency, travel, and even electric vehicle usage.

The biological impact of this radiation is measured against the human body's natural electrical field of 80 microwatts per square meter. Heuser explains that a standard cell phone call can reach 1,000 to 2,000 microwatts, while electric cars can emit upwards of 5,000 to 7,000 microwatts, significantly disrupting the body's internal harmony. He dismisses common advice like using speakerphone to avoid tumors as "nonsense," asserting that a phone's radiation affects the body as soon as it comes within a seven-foot radius. To combat this, Heuser promotes "harmonization" technology designed to nullify harmful frequencies without blocking the signal required for the device to function.

Mindset and the 12 Universal Laws of Success
Dr. Herbert Harris introduces a psychological framework for overcoming modern hopelessness, particularly among younger generations. He argues that life is "learned behavior" and that many young people are currently lacking the "hunting instinct" because they have not been challenged to fend for themselves. Harris emphasizes that obstacles are necessary for growth, comparing the process to a caterpillar's struggle to become a butterfly. His "12 Universal Laws of Success" provide a roadmap for transforming these problems into possibilities by aligning one's thoughts, words, and actions.

Central to Harris’s teaching are the Laws of Thought and Command. The Law of Thought posits that thoughts are measurable energy vibrations that attract congruent experiences, while the Law of Command dictates that what an individual says to themselves—their internal affirmations—programs the subconscious "fertile soil" to manifest those ideas as reality. However, he warns against "visualization without action," noting that while a vision acts as a "GPS destination," one must still "get their butt out and go find it" to achieve results.

The episode serves as a sobering reminder that modern conveniences—from 5G networks to energy drinks—carry significant, often hidden, biological and societal costs. However, by adopting a disciplined mindset based on universal laws of success and taking proactive steps to "harmonize" one's environment, individuals can protect their health and regain control over their personal trajectories. As host Mary Jane Pop concludes, the key to a better life lies in the courage to "dare to dream" while remaining grounded in the truth of one's physical and mental reality.